Welcome to my nerdy bearadise

Hey guys,  I decided to make a post about this because I’m reaching out for help and advice.  I feel like I have a fetish of some sort that I am ashamed about, but probably shouldn’t be.  It’s been eating at me for a long fucking time, years, and I am sick of holding it inside because it hurts too much.  I shouldn’t be afraid of being myself.  I shouldn’t be afraid to be gay and be proud about it. 

I suppose I am very new to sex in general and am wondering who else has or had insecurities about having one or more fetishes.  How have you gotten through those feelings?  I would say what the fetish is here, but I’m too scared to be judged and rejected basically. Thank you all for any help and/or advice.  *bear hugs*

Edit: It’s that I really like bears’ and cubs’ stocky chests a loooottt

-Chris